becoming pelik

hanya kerana menjadi pelik, tidak bermakna awak berlainan dari orang.

dalam menjadi AKU, pelik itu perlu? rasanya tidak perlu~

get it? i dont think you do~

get outa here

i just realized after plus minus 50 days holiday, how bored i'am with internet. never thought i would feel this way. kah kah kah. the thing about internet is, it is so LONELY. i felt like im wasting my precious time alone, while im suppose to be out there, spreading the truth and helping those who need. oh how precious life is.

not 100% bad about internet thou, i may gain some info, butttttttt to surf the net 15 hours a day, ermm not goooood. aishhhh...get up! get up girl!

forgive me when im whine

Im in baling right now. This morning I weighted myself and oh my gosh, im damn heavy. Im fat! What should I do to get rid off this super extra fat of mine? My family said, ‘tati you are not that fat’. yeah right…thanks…but I think I cant think that way. Why? Im just 20 and I weight this much! imagine azmin in 10 years time. I might even look like a monster!

that’s what I thought a few hours ago…

But at this moment, all I can think about is how ungrateful I’am. Since im in baling today, no woman /female in the house accept me, means that I will have to do the house core which I don’t mind doing it. So after preparing lunch and do some clean up(amirul’s room was a 70% messy). Then watched Martha steward and Rachel ray show,I went to abah’s office to meet his staff . On the way to his office I can see a lot of pak cik and mak cik and anak-anak kecik too. I wonder what are they doing here. It feels like im in hospital rather than in kompleks sukan.

Ingatkan lepas ‘malawat’ abah dekat office nak terus pergi main basketball. Tapi sebab ramai orang dekat depan court (although they don’t play there) so I decided to write.

The ungrateful me.

Im complaining with full-stomach. From where im writing I can see lots of mak cik and mak cik. Abah cakap today they are having majlis kutipan derma dan menyerahan wang kepada org yang kurang berkemampuan. . .

I can say that I have everything. From loving family, comfortable life, uhwah in sisterhood, syumul religion, all technology junkies (accept Iphone) I can afford to buy branded stuff, im studying in excellent academy, and the list of how lucky I’am is endless YET I complain! Memang sangat tidak bersyukur. Sesungguhnya Allah dah bagi banyak sangat rezeki. Kalau lapar, makanan pasti ada, kalau tak ada pun, boleh keluar belI. bila lapar,complain lapar, bila sudah kenyang, complain gemuk. Apa ni?! Sungguh kufur nikmat. Astrafirullah hal’azim….




While im complaining with full-stomach, this pak cik and mak cik here don’t even have enough money to live. If they hungry, tak tentu akan dapat makan. Kalau ada makanan atau duit sikit, ada la,kalau tak ada, tak ada la. Thou they don’t talk about it, I can see clearly their tired face, exhausted bearing the pain their whole life. And they wait patiently and alhamdullilah, what jabatan belia dan sukan& jabatan kebajikan masyarakat is doing for them today, at least may reduce their weighty burden.

Oh Allah…Oh Allah forgive me when im whine…
I have two legs to walk upon…
And the world is mine…

home again!

yes im home again before im off to baling this evening. lets dunk! wuhooo.. yesterday been a hurmm agak penat. i slept most of the time actually, and i think im tired because of that. i went to johor for k.dayah jaris walimah then balik to KL. and from KL to Alor Star. hehe. but it was a great one.

muqayyam? alhamdulliah lancar. syukur dapat pergi muqayyam ni. rasa kesian dan sedih jugak buat kawan2 & adik2 yang tak dapat datang, sebab pengisian tersangatlah berguna dan best sangat. i'll be writing more about muqayyam later, but for now cukup la sekadar lepaskan geram nak publish something kat sini. hahaha.

baru nak rajin sikit

oh my...this lazy creature name azmin just cant get her lazy ass off the bed,not even to spill something and update her bloody boring blog. why am'i being so lazy? whata enquiry there...i think i been asking myself with the same thing since my school days, and im pretty sure i will be doing the same for the next decade and so on...

anyway for now, whats up with the lethargic me? hemmm...simply because of 'azmin working ethics' i think.do it perfectly or dont bother about it. if you live with me then u'll understand it. heh... explain why i showed no sign of guilt when i didnt go to lecture or even class. i just dont see the point in going to class if i think i can study and understand better under my super comfy duvet. ha ha ha. well of course im not 100% right but that's just me. i know, it's bad but hurmmm... nah im a flexible person, only when i have a very good reason to change my believe. hah self-reasoning again.

wow now i understand why i didnt update my blog. hehe. no point in posting update if the article is a er.....shoddy? ah...what ever it suppose to be name.. i wanna change this. even thou i'll be posting a nothing-big-post, i will forgive myself for that. haha. too bad im going to KL tomorrow because i'll be going to muqayyam in gombak and after that to johor (my naqibah is getting married!). so no post from 4 till 9 of aug. again!