we're wondering how a local blogger (local meaning 'local' to us,as in 'local' is moscow) get hits on his blog post when basically it's an empty non thinking post.

then again, i do that all the time.

but

at least that explain why im not getting hits

which 

i freaking dont mind of course. 

also mean that people around me are smart and have a good mind to evaluate good reading material

by mean

this is not an educative post at all. i mean the blog itself really. so please do ignore 

and 

go read quran, ur text book and plenty other mind blowing sites. 

thank you. 

in case you forgot 

you have approximately 6 months left to 

...

tic toc tic toc  

ok some quick fact

hujung minggu lepas dari jumaat ke isnin, saya tak di moscow. keluar mencari ukhuwah bersama sisters dalam russia tapi luar moscow. oh sungguh manis. sangat manis.

pulang pula, internet dirumah ada masalah. hemm hampir 5 hari jugalah. sampai sekarang.

sedih, ramai yang sudah pulang ke malaysia bercuti musim sejuk. lagi sedih bila sister isma yg sangat dekat dihati, pulang lama untuk rawatan lanjutan di malaysia.

untuk adik2 yg akan final besok, Allah bersama kamu. mesti tawakal.

cakap pasal ini, mutabaah saya utk hari ni belum selesai. baik mesti pergi sekarang.

moga Allah permudahkan urusan kita.

cinta ikhlas dan redha!

bila buat salah. atau terbuat salah.
kau tersungkur jatuh ke tanah
luka, darah, pedih.
zahirnya nampak baik
tapi, ruh mu yang sedang menangis
'aku terluka!'
'aku tercalar!'
sungguh tak nampak
jangan tipu yang kau tak rasa apa-apa.
'dosa itu apa yang menggentarkan hati'
tak senang duduk kau hari itu

kini kau terlentang terbiar tersungkur dibumi
lalu?
lalu?
lalu apa?
sampai bila harus kau difoci itu?
ditengah permainan yang rancak berlangsung,
kau jatuh
lalu apa kau akan terus terbaring selesa?
hanya berharap ke langit keadaan akan lebih baik?

kau bangun
menepuk-nepuk seluar dan bajumu dari tanah dan rumput yang melekat
kotor
kau tak suka.
tanah dan rumput
itu benda asing yang kotor
kau tak suka

kau sambung berlari mengejar tujuan
bersama-sama mengejar satu kemenangan
mungkin lepas ini kau akan jatuh lagi
tapi biarlah
kau pasti bangun sambung kembali

maka,taubatlah
setiap yang salah,jangan terlalu salahkan diri
kemudian dibisik bahasa putus asa
tak lama selepas itu, ada prasangka
akhirnya tidak merasa diri mampu,
Allah tak akan tolong kita

bukan begitu sayang!
Allah sentiasa menanti taubat mu
hendak sangat menerima taubat mu
Dia tahu kau lemah
Dia tahu semuanya
Dia cuma mahu lihat adakah kau sudi merendahkan diri
lalu menangis di depan Nya..

selepas itu?
Dia beri sakinah

kemudian
kau tahu kau sedang berada di 'tangan' yang PALING BAIK

Allah.

KENAPA BERCINTA DENGAN ALLAH BEST?

SEBABB....

RASA HIGH SAMPAI KE SYURGA ^_~

credit : ami kamerami 

atau adik lelaki yang rambut seperti rambutan,sangat tebal, kadang kala seperti singa lebatnya. mood juga seperti singa. kurang sayang benda kecuali dua, anas dan kamera. (i think) -.- eloklah...tangkap gambar alam lebih sikit. baru kau sedar betapa hebatnya Illahi. 

amir si adik bertanya, apa nak buat. tawaran yang ada semua dia tak minat. yang dia suka orang pula pandang skeptik. besar cita-citanya. hermm teruslah mencari ghuraba. sebab yang biasa tak selalunya benar. akhirnya dia mahu jadi penjual burger. iyalah pelajar mrsm taiping yang lapar pada tengah malam selepas pulang dari 'prep' malam. jadi itu cita-cita terdekat dia mahu capai. ok juga ya. 

'' why do you need people to know that for. what are you trying to prove here mister?!

if, it's the 'im so liberated, i mingle with everyone and im certainly excellent at it'' dont bother. you've made your point today. and we shall not be seen on public together in the future.

im not psychologist or mentalist or mind reader.
i have no brainwave regarding the matter. so i leave it to you.

..'bibik' i just dont have the heart to argue with you anymore. to tired to bit around the bush and talk about crap... ''

--some powerful statement there. i wonder what happen to taht?

someday, you'll understand why.

everyday in silence,

M.e

Россия я люблю тебя -.-

tepat. kami akan ke Glasgow, scotland. ya ya saya akan balik ke kampung UK lagi winter ini -.- emak tak bagi pulang ke malaysia, baik berjalan sementara boleh katanya. jadi... balik kampung lah kitew.

tapi kali ini LAIN. keluar mencari ukhuwah, mencari barakah, mencari nubuwah, mencari Dia, biar dihujung nanti poket bakal kosong, tapi bi'iznillah, jiwa penuh melangit lalu lebih laju berlari dimedan amal.

jugak, insyallah akan ke sini

sini

sini

dan sini

kita tengoklah bagaimana.

kita merancang

Allah merancang

tapi susunan Allah yg terbaik.

ikhlas, cinta dan redha!

dear heart ..

why do you have to beat so fast whenever you spot it?

are you telling me something heart?

write it in word or i will never understand.

btw...pray for my montoux result. i think it's positive. :(

definitely need a sidekick for tomorrow.

"アクションなしビジョンは白昼夢です。アクションのビジョンは悪夢ですなし。" - 日本のことわざ

"Vision without action is a daydream. Action without vision is a nightmare." -- Japanese Proverb

perkaranya.... membuat kek dan manisan itu cinta

tapi...

bila membuat kek dan manisan kerana Allah itu memang cinta kali jutaan, hemm macam ini

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YES !

YES!

SO LETS SEE .....

just on time

gotta save money to buy jongkong emas

have time to spare but where to go

^^

The entire construct of the "medical model" of "mental illness"Mwhat is it but an analogy? Between physical medicine and psychiatry: the mind is said to be subject to disease in the same manner as the body. But whereas in physical medicine there are verifiable physiological proofs—in damaged or affected tissue, bacteria, inflammation, cellular irregularity—in mental illness alleged socially unacceptable behavior is taken as a symptom, even as proof, of pathology. LESS

Kate Millett

welcome to the world of psychiatry

you see kids are human.

still, their pathology anatomy and approach are different all together.

are they still human then?

wait, what defy human?

there! philosophy intoxication for you.

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sekian laporan cuaca dari tepi tingkap.

bodoh!

bila kau mengharap pada manusia

biar dia perdana menteri

teman terbaik

ibu atau kakak mu sendiri

jangan terkejut jika kau kecewa

mereka...

mereka manusia

yang meminta dan diminta

dua-dua LEMAH

bukankah Dia suruh minta dengan Dia sahaja?

serious consideration to stop medicine.

cuppa: salam! phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so glad to be back! ^_...

cuppa: salam!
phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so glad to be back! ^_...: "salam! phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so glad to be back! ^________^ november coming to an end. december! december! becember! becember! cucumber! ..."

the last thing you want to hear at 4.23 am :

there's 'sebiji beras' on the floor.

all and all it's been a very productive day. cupcakes checked! cuppa blog, tomorrow lah. im no king kong.

alhamdullilah, praise be to Him.

good night.

wey apa tido time ni, qiam la!

shuuh shuuh

you dont know the importance of something (to you it is microscopic important) but mean the world to those who will have to sit on it hours to hours protecting from midnight coldness when everyone is warm with duvet.

walk in their shoes.

see how far you can go.

p.s: do you think you can live in madras? i doubt it.

sometimes it feels good to know someone's reading. sometimes.

perhaps the only one who have the will to enter,

HELLO IMAN! I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS =P

but mr.topan and neuro is waiting for you.

kirim salam sama sisters furqan yah~

Alla fine del gioco, il re e il pedone tornano nella stessa scatola.

scatola = tomba

biar selamat atau binasa

asal Allah nombor satu di dada.

apa yang telah aku buat untuk Allah hari ini?

apa jadi jika kompleks imune kita mengaggap kolagen di dinding salur darah sebagai orang luar (antigen) ?

dia akan serang.

dia akan bentuk anyaman-ayaman fibrin yang kukuh dan keras atau kami panggil 'fibrosis'.

itulah fenomena dalam scleroderma.

apa jadi jika sekumpulan manusia anggap saudara muslimnya sebagai orang yang tak bersama mereka?

dia akan buat tak peduli atau siap kritik.

lalu, orang itu makin membenci, makin menjauhi.

itulah fenomena musuh dalam selimut.

kita semuakan sama. kenapa perlu gaduh. kalau immune serang kolagen, nanti badan sakit. kalau satu kumpulan sisihkan sisters yang jauh, nanti rosaklah islam. terjawab, memang kena peduli. memang kena interaksi dengan manusia. memang kena buat baik. memang dan memang.

ok, tahan nafsu marah. Allah kan Maha Pengampun apatah lagi kamu, nak sombong buat apa? ;)

saya meramal cuaca-kan besok pagi salji putih menyelimuti bumi Allah russia.

jika betul, sila belanja saya makanan korea yang mereka selalu upload di facebook tu.

terima kasih.

the thing i never able to tolerate is

MEMBAZIR

seriously, stop being so pussy and start being thankful. so shallow you know about world consumerism and stuff.

saving space is one thing,
doing and refurnishing is another.

but simply to dispose because 'we dont feel like it' that's... i lost word . have the word 'saving' had been brought up to the sky disappearing from the dictionary?!

no, it's still in mine.

then again, it's mine.

long sigh. shaking head . unwill. there i've said it!

apa yang anda terlepas bila tinggal jauh dari keluarga

apa yang mereka telepas bila anda tinggal jauh

emm itu saja.

im suffocating. really. im coming close to the point of abulia with current and coming week buissness.

and this word keeps one popping : PRETENDER . yeah what the~

kanibalism dan russia. baru-baru ini, ada pemda moscow, pengikut aliran goth, lemaskan teman wanitanya dalam tub mandi. kemudia dipotong-potongnya lalu dibuat steak. hermmm

orang islam sambut raya qurban. dia pun nak sibuk. beza sungguh yang beraqidahkan Allah dan yg gotik buatan manusia. bukankah manusia dibezakan dengan haiwan kerana akalnya?

mungkin akal dikepala lutut

(kes kanibalisim ada lah kes isolate, bukan biasa, tapi nampaknya; ada)

p/s sebenarnya saya findu hendak buat cupcakes. dan kelajuan saya membaca paediatrik malam ini lebih lambat dari kura-kura

apa yang mengingatkan kamu tentang tahun-1?

Foo Fighter - Best of You

-_-'''''''''''''''

sungguh. tapi hebat, apa yang tarbiyah mampu buat pada manusia. kalaulah semua manusia dapat tarbiyah ini... hasan al bana bercita-cita untuk sampaikan risalah ini, hingga ke bayi dalam perut ibunya. subhanallah. aku?

on Procrastination

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Procrastination

The now you may see the costs and rewards at stake when it comes time to choose studying for the test instead of going to the club, eating the salad instead of the cupcake, writing the article instead of playing the video game.

The trick is to accept the now you will not be the person facing those choices, it will be the future you – a person who can’t be trusted. Future-you will give in, and then you’ll go back to being now-you and feel weak and ashamed. Now-you must trick future-you into doing what is right for both parties.

Some psychologists call this self-binding:

Working with the psychologists Frank Keil, of Yale University, and Katherine Choe, now at Goucher College, I recently studied young children’s understanding of self-binding, by showing them short movies of people engaged in self-binding and other behaviors and asking them to explain what was going on. The children, aged 4 to 7, easily grasped that someone might put a video game on a high shelf so that another person couldn’t get it. But self-binding confused them: they were mystified when people put away the game so that they themselves couldn’t get hold of it.

But even though young children don’t understand self-binding, they are capable of doing it. In a classic study from the 1970s, psychologists offered children a marshmallow and told them they could either have it right away, or get more if they waited for a few minutes. As you would expect, waiting proved difficult (and performance on this task is a good predictor, much later on, of such things as SAT scores and drug problems), but some children managed it by self-binding—averting their eyes or covering the marshmallow so as to subvert their temptation-prone self for the greater pleasure of the long-term self.

This embodies a philosophical problem that’s also of immense practical importance: short-term irrationality in service of long-term rationality. Say you’re depressed. Unless you have some modicum of faith that things will get better, at least enough that you’re motivated to do something about it — whether that’s exercise, a psychologist, medication, a new job, or something else — you’re unlikely to get better. Belief that things will get better is irrational: nothing about the past or present indicates it. But at the same time, this belief may be the only thing that can cause things to actually get better; so irrational belief is the rational thing, from a long-term perspective. This is philosophically troubling — foundation of rationality, etc. — but more than that, it’s practical. There are so many situations in everyday life where we need to employ short-term irrationality for long-term gain. Doing things that seem absurd, such as purposely giving ourselves less time to complete a task, can ensure that we actually spend more time on it:

[A 2002 study by Klaus Wertenbroch and Dan Arielly] set up three classes, and each had three weeks to finish three papers. Class A had to turn in all three papers on the last day of class, Class B had to pick three different deadlines and stick to them, and Class C had to turn in one paper a week.

Which class had the better grades?

Class C, the one with three specific deadlines, did the best. Class B, which had to pick deadlines ahead of time but had complete freedom, did the second best, and the group whose only deadline was the last day, Class A, did the worst.

Students who could pick any three deadlines tended to spread them out at about one week apart on their own. They knew they would procrastinate, so they set up zones in which they would be forced to perform. Still, overly optimistic outliers who either waited until the last minute or chose unrealistic goals pulled down the overall class grade.

Students with no guidelines at all tended to put off their work until the last week for all three papers.

We humans are irrational beings. As such, long-term rationality often requires us to bind our future selves through short-term irrationality.

(This post written instead of more important things, naturally. Future me will get to them.)

http://youarenotsosmart.com/2010/10/27/procrastination/