feels like 'kahwining' lol

what does 'kahwining' means? it means 'kahwin+ing'. dont bother to wiki it, i rojak the bahasa with english..like always...manglish...or...bahasalish....or rusianlish....or maybe rubbish? definitly rubbish..

a'a'a'a'

it's 1.48 in the morning, and so far i've studied non...few hours ago i was browsing thru materials for my next usrah,seaching for aproppriate material to give...and i've just noticed that i have this book 'manhaj tarbiah, methode pembinaan dalam al-quran'. a very good book indeed. the problem is, i dont have much time to read it till the very end, since im having my usrah this sunday. oh as usuall 'the-last-minute-tati' so i end up not knowing what to give...not yet..

oh how i waste my time here... plus, darn it, im so lazy to update my blog ...i might as well close this blog for good.. but if i did so then i wont have any crapping channel..heh

next, im planning to study surgery tonight, and maybe some russian too and then qiamullai (for god sake,my soul need it badly!) but it is just a plan... azmin's plan...which means... usually only 30% will be follow...ok not that low....maybe 60%...

and im stuck right now...uninspired... well that's my biggest problem i guess...i cant do anything if im not inspired! i cant study, i cant read (even if i do try, masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri je la), i cant write (except the crappy stuff), i cant highlight the endless medical text, i cant draw, i can read quran ( i cant,if you know what i mean,lol!), i can read tafsir ( yes! yes!).....basicly im an 'einvalid' (disable) when im uninspired...since i got back from pharmacology class (4pm) till now (2.05 am) been 10 hours already!


بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

وَٱلۡعَصۡرِ (١) إِنَّ ٱلۡإِنسَـٰنَ لَفِى خُسۡرٍ (٢) إِلَّا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ وَعَمِلُواْ ٱلصَّـٰلِحَـٰتِ وَتَوَاصَوۡاْ بِٱلۡحَقِّ وَتَوَاصَوۡاْ بِٱلصَّبۡرِ (٣)

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful

By the declining day, (1) Lo! man is a state of loss, (2) Save those who believe and do good works, and exhort one another to truth and exhort one another to endurance. (3)

kyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

it's time like this when my mind gone wild....started to think the unimportant issue... too fertile imagination... and it's time like this when i started to think that 'hurmm maybe kahwin would be fun~' tapi...dengan siapa? BIG question mark there
ngehe he he (belajar malas,main je tau!)

but i know,that is not my aim and wasilah for now
hisss nonsense betul..