3/1/2009

first of all,screw you si sob! (alrite no one in this whole wide world know who was that, and i dont want anyone to know)

secondly, hey 2009! urgh whatever.im indifferent about this year new year. why, i shall write more about it later..

have you ever watch spirited away by miyazaki? oh, i love that movie so much, so do mum. i remembered the first time we watched that movie was somewhere in 90ties 1997 or 1998 or 1999 well somewhere along it. since we (the whole family,except abah, i didnt think he watched it, and anas,still not created back then haha)love it we watch it again and again and again until one day,we lost the CD. i was devastated, mum...i think she really hope that we will able to find it back.but it never came back. when i was still in convent, we girls used to hang out most of the weekend at the mall(ah! so typical of dont-know-what-to-do-juvenile), without fail i will go through each CD shop seeking for the new CD of spirited away,and each time with fail. im crushed... i really love that movie really..everything about it,were so perfect...enuf said..

life goes on like it always did

im in moscow,in 2006, 1st year student, the power of downloading and internet, there i was, stunned with my schooldays most nostalgic tv memories comeback, 'beautiful life' and 'spirited away'! happy

ah! there i go again..actually all i want to state here is how im feelin mr.no face now. he's sad, but very nice, and so mysterious, there is something about mr.no face... if only i could walk around here like him,that would be nice..


actually at this moment im pissed over certain issue,then i thought its too simple to messed my head with it, so im ignoring it,trying hard not to think much about it.

at this moment of time also, i feel like,striking back or..urmmmm yeah..i smell initiation of mind-reading experiment from far, instead of being the genuine pig, im thinking about ruining the well construct experiment without the scientist knowing this, thus it will inhibit it for good.

at this moment too,,, ah ... what i want i dont get, what i need i dont know..
and yes i'am feeling futur right now.

p/s something to add.i just grab this hari raya september picture from my friend. a total contradiction i can be. not like dr.jekyll and mr hyde way, but nah look at this fluctuation of emotions!and just so you know, its winter and snowing, not autumn. it just some old picture taken on the way back from kahovskya eid mubarak open house.