heh?
ok,now listen to me close. listen? i dont speak a word, how are you goin to hear me? great, i crap again.
i wonder a lot about myself truly. when my friends said that they've read my blog i will goes like 'what?! why do you read it?! korang ni dah tak de kaja sangat dah ke sampai nak p baca blog merapu tu?' and when the next person come and tell me the same thing i will react the same way too. later i will feel like 'oh no, number of people who reading this blog is increasing, bad!' BAD? yes,somehow i felt like its a bad thing. i contradict myself didnt i? i mean if i want to keep it private then why bother to have an online-anyone-can-google-and-landed-on-this-site blog? or if i felt funny when number of people reading this bloq increasing, why didnt i private it?
i dont have an answer for that.
but what i know is,
->i love to have permanent reader who are close to me that knows my style very well. its like an update for them so that we dont have TOO much things to catch up the next time we meet.
->having online blogs makes me feel connected to the overflow input and data, borderles world of DATA not people. haha
->im crazy to this silly gadget or wiget or anything you call it. its fun and pretty. (blame my artsy futsy gene)
->comments! but too much will annoy me too.
in conclusion, if you wanted to call me 'mengada' 'sengal' 'WTF' 'pathetic' 'wriedo' 'tah pape' etc, go ahead, i accept. i personally think im weird too. tapi org gila mana mengaku gila kan. so org pelik mana mengaku pelik kan.does that makes me tak pelik?
fine;stop.
4 comments:
HOMG!
are we a pair of long lost twin with different parents yet connected by that 'red thread' at our pinky fingers?????!!! wait a sec...that's not twin, that's SOULMATE!!! (or at least the japanese thought as soulmate. the malay just thought of it as benang tcabut dan berselirat....) :|
indeed~ I felt exactly the same. I wanna write it down yet I dont wanna. I wanna have readers yet dont want people to read it. So what on earth exactly is our problem?!
Bipolar mind. that's my theory. We think bout one thing yet we did the exact opposite of it.
but hey, everyone's entitled to have diff. opinion, so yeah~ who cares! :P
OMG BACK!!!!!!!!!
kuna that is so 'my tutor friend 2' material!benang merah n stuff..
but yeah, its weird right, to be publish yet not to be publish. to preserve but not so preserve. the confuse' type i guess..but im quite certain that im not confuse about it.
bipolar mind? you have a good point about it.and yes i tend to do the opposite too!(izzit because we rebel too much?)
1 thing for sure we are not a traffic-conscious :)
lol~
i dont think i rebel dat much. at least, lesser than u kot. kuang3~
but maybe its bcoz, we are tamak kot. we want evrythin life has to offer to us. instead of choosing btween one of two thing, we want to have both. tu yg jd nk write but dont want to write tuh kottt... (logik keee?? :S)
speakin of bipolar mind, remember i told u, i wanna go to turki dis winter rite? but i p book ticket to UK plak. :| (can sumbdy please check dis brain of mine pleaseeee?? T_T)
and then now, I think, i dun wanna go anywhre coz i dun hve a camera so it wud b useless w/out any pics as memento. but then, my mind told me plak, hey, y dun u buy a DSLR and just duduk umh until summer holiday plak stat n u can go to Japan plak ke...?
see. I think I've 2 minds.
SO U'RE NOT GOING TO TURKEY?! WTFKFKJLGKJSLKJGKJFJKGKSLJGKJFKGJFKNBVJBJR
AND UK INSTEAD?
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yes dear,you are bipolar. im one and half polar only kot.
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