8 months

salam

so it's been like what ... 8 months since previous post?
aha fantastic..
the thing is,
im not exactly doing things i neither love nor... hate
not much of a meaning.
what worst, it took me 3 solid months to finally realize it and maybe stupid enough to repeat it.
the truth is, i wanted to change this site into private view only so i cant spill things like waterfall without having to write it, contemplate, and delete the whole thing. aha
The fact that you can read this now, means i did not go on with initial plan.
Why? im not smart enough to figure out how to private it -.-''. major fail.
Annnnd cant be bother about it anymore.

I guess when im not writing im not 'living' so maybe and just maybe you'll be my favorite first thing in the morning again.

salam.