pour que ca fait partie du charma...
why do the pretty flower fade?
because it is part of their charm
-le Papillon
flowers is blooming outthere. from chamomiles, to yellow daisy, to beds of tulips that surely gonna make my heart jumps in excitement each time i see them. and this year i didnt get to follow their growth at all... to my surprise they've bloom. a total bloom. how work had consumed me. and i dont have a mother-nature-remote-control to press the pause button.
all you know, 24 hours has pass you by. here's some line up waiting for me to finish each and everyday. and each text book on each topic have a different approach and point. if in histology, you read 'Ross' you'll be fine. in pathology, you read 'Robbins' you'll be great. in microbes, you read lecture and academy book, you'll be uber ok. hihi no more easy reading for a da'ie..
topan,neurology,obsetric,and MY ESSENTIALS
and the same thing tomorrow
and the day after
and the day after after
and suddenly
it's the hereafter!
that's why niat is ever important. to ensure work as a form of ibadah too. see how much space did it take?! fighting with self to keep the priority straight? that's the hardest one. and the strength to do that? no where else but to ask from Allah. imam nawawi didnt sleep on his bed for 2 years aite. most of islamic scholars at their late age,,the gone blind. they dont have proper lights yet they study quran and hadith late late at night.
yea.
take care
p/s: a tragic love. per amore. dont die for the world. DIE FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH. only. ONLY
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