you know what you've missed when you're too comfortable in you own hive? WONDERFUL PEOPLE.
well yes when we had established our own community,own preference on who would i want to know,who would i want to hang out with, that will be just how far you would go.
yes you'll love people around you, you love it a little too much that you're closed to much more the world has to offer. i guess i've learned it. to make friendly face and greet a complete stranger is no easy job. perhaps to a social butterfly yes,but to me,no, it'is hard. in high school i was too much of my 'group' coolness, and some not worth to mention. was it ego or simply not interested in others im not sure. in fact i was absolutely comfortable with it. after all why do i need to know everyone?!
then there is 'tarbiayah'.long ago when i was still a baby in 'tarbiyah' (perhaps am' still now eh?) i swear i'll be ME,and i wont change,not that easy. foolish me, how can 'tarbiyah' not changing people in it. you dont notice it because it'll just happen. this is dead true.
suddenly i have the urge to 'rheumatic' around and try to know people. you'll do it when you understand that this is no longer an option but 'wajib'. why 'wajib' that's a long discussion. there is a hadith, im not exactly sure exctly how is it, 'ada satu golongan yang melintasi titian sirat begitu pantas tanpa sempat malaikat menahan mereka, dan malaikat memberi tahu Allah,dan Allah berkata 'sesungguhnya Aku malu untuk menahan orang yang dalam hidupnya tidak malu untuk menyebarkan agamaKu' or something like that. i'll be conforming the hadith after this.
writing this doesnt mean im 'that' like-able or 'that' friendly or 'that' warm, its a constant fight between lazy to do and must do, and of course its exhausting sometime. i hope there still be time because i have tooooooooooooooooooooo much to work on.
blessed it is. wonderful seniors, wonderful mates, subahanallah!
O mankind! Lo! We have created you from male and female, and have made you nations and tribes that ye may know one another. Lo! the noblest of you, in the sight of Allah, is the best in conduct. Lo! Allah is Knower, Aware. (13)
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sangat hidop. thank god for that! XD
xdak tnet since bkurun2 dlu + laptop rosak. haha. pastu lps da ade pon x hengat emel+pswod to log in. saiko x??? D:
nie kt mne nie? msia ke russia? ak kt msia nie aaa. jom la jmpe if ur still here.
saiko gila,thats for sure!
berani betul hang ni tak contect langsung ak msa kat msia.peh! kecewa! you how worry i was? tah hidup,tah depress ke tak,tak still medic ke tak, tah happy ke tak,,isk~
dah balik moscow dah pun,29.aug tu lagi dah balik. lain kali sila buat poster or banner tulis password sendiri and email ok! kalau lupa lagi tak tau la nak buat macam na,haih
tehehe. i'll make da poster once i install some adobe in dis laptop. haha. =)
x sngaje le x kontek lgsung tuh. (ye ke?) hehe. mngabeskn mase making solutions for my quite a messed up life. i wanna tell u in person but since u oredi blk, i think i'll ym u sumtime soon.
i'm happier now. (x mnjwb soklan but nnt la cite.) 8D
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