dont bother. seriously.

i didnt update. dont feel like updating. nobody reading im not reading so doesnt matter. as empty as the blog, thats how empty i'am. eh no, im in state of full but is not channel to the hand to write it out. let it stay and rotten there in the ever complicated structure called the brain. highly susceptible to HORMONES,trauma, and temperature.

as serabut as the sentence in paragraph above,mine is worst.

the table is serabut

1.chocolate suppose to make you happy dont they? in fact im especially goin to belgium this year in hunt for heavenly chocolate.this is Lindt as you can see 85%COCOA. 85% ok.85%. if you're not a real choc lover or the imposter chocolate fans you gonna hate this one. its BITTER. READ MY LIPS b.i.t.t.e.r. so i usually hear, people complaining that its not good at all. mind you,THIS IS CHOCOLATE, the milk and sweet that you been eating, those were the not the REAL deal. (thou i adore cadbury black forest. despite all,something uncomfortable relating to this choc that makes my heart ache whenever i see it. yet there it is lied on my table. (i didnt even get the chance to taste it due to.....another reason why im mad)

2.chocolate spread that keeps on coagulate in this cold weather

3.yes im having cold and flu. thanks god, ainal was very kind to visit me and hand me this delicious drug.i thought the box was already empty,but to my happiness there's another one inside! the only thing that make me truly smile today.

4.topshop card. i went topshop today.they said they were having sale. its topman that off 50% ok. for the first time my eyes doesnt caught by any of the clothes on the rack. im impressed on how good they are in disappointing me for the first time.

5. norway, people know it by the name of norway. why? because i keep on losing it. or should i say misplace it.and today i thought i lost it for good (no.its never good, i love it a lot) but alhamdullilah i found it under the duvet when i woke up from my nap.ah so daytime dreaming is good for you afterall.

6.believe it or not, bodyshop orange lip balm since 2nd year is still cohabitant with me. believe me.

7.i made pancakes yesterday. people say that it is good. i think its good too. but after eating it as my brunch,lunch,dinner and supper for 2 days or more,im soooo not making it for the next 1 months! i have to EAT proper food.

8.oh i forgot,i do ate asorte with tomato sauce this afternoon.

9.i have zero supply of plain water. when you're having temperatura, and cold, you need water the most, and yea, i dont. screw me.the bottle even said 'drink more' .right.

10. 3.5% OF MILK! the one that i use for drinking is 1.5%. this one for baking or cooking. but after baking one cake or pudding i always left with plenty of 3.5%. use it or loss it. i cannot allow it to go bad in the refrigerator. i mean how often you'r goin to bake a cake, twice a week is a lot! still i have plenty left, so i have to use it. add it with the hot choc. 'use it or loss it' i guess im using it and gaining in weight also.

11. talk about dirty dishes

12. taking space for my surgery books you kumar&clark!

13. when is dayinnah goin to online and discuss the winter matters i wonder


the bed is serabut

1.levis is not that comfort till you can sleep in it.

2. thou i stand by the pashmina as close to me as possible, yet this evening a guy suddenly pop in the room unnotice. HELLO DONT YOU KNOW HOW TO KNOCK?!

3. our joddie seriously doesnt know how to write a light material doesnt she? and im still juggling with the character.

4.yes i read joddie instead of bailey&love surgery text book.

5.safe me but confusing

6.the clean duvet cover was deflowered by drops of thick choc. whats up with choc today huh? riot against me izzit?

my closet is serabut inside not outside

the only soothing sight is the small blue flower print cotton baju kurung mama choose for me and a alge blue cardigan(im so not a fans of zara,but their cardigan is to steal for) as wrap.

as i said,dont bother. i have my moments. just so you know,im SO NORMAL. tomorrow i'll be fine if god willing.

p/s:

since 9pm i been listening to no suprise by radiohead again and again for about 45 times in 3 hours. seriously,im sick.